Plan D
12 Jan 2009 Leave a Comment
so, anyway… i think its time to execute plan D. gonna start following my dreams on 2009 cool plan eh? ehehe good luck to me.
childish
12 Sep 2008 Leave a Comment
i wonder why we change, we change so much that we become strangers to each other. i remember the childhood we shared, playing under the heat of the sun, running all around, then laying on the grass, taking a deep breath while watching the vast skies above us. pretending to be adults we let time pass; living underneath blankets, and pillows in the comfort of a real house. we live our dreams in a world that cant be too difficult to manage. we get to be lovers without grasping what is real love. we imitate life as if we fully comprehend its true meaning.
each year pass i lose freedom unknowingly, we still get to play together but not too much, i have my assignments that needs taken care of. i make new friends at school and it was fun, but i look forward of going home so i can play with you; i like it when you hug me tight, and give me your full attention.
season live and the die, and i’ve notice you’ve become more beautiful. i secretly admire you now, but we don’t get to play too much. i ignore it, cause we still get to be together on weekends anyways. time seems to move faster now, places becomes more smaller, next thing i know i’m playing alone in this blanket house of ours.
transformations; we dont talk, we dont even say hi, do you still know me? you’ve become stranger to me. childhood was it just really a dream, that we all forget when we wake up? i feel im dying, slowly i’m losing the childish voice in me; slowly i begin to accept the constrains society has inforced upon me.
Patterns
27 Aug 2008 Leave a Comment
Patterns are everywhere you can see it on your classrooms, offices, roads, even on intangible things like politics and religion. Although it seems random, and fascinating but creativeness have patterns too the universe have patterns even the tiniest things moves in a pattern. Although I hate patterns it seems to me it is inevitable to get out of it as I ironically work with patterns everyday as a software engineer.
I have tendencies of following certain patterns, I tend to put the repeat function ON on my winamp, I could listen to the same song for hours without even noticing it, I tend to follow a pattern when I walk. Each time I open a computer I tend to open the browser and check my email even if i just checked it a while ago. When someone destract these patterns I often get pissed off. I plan almost everything I do, but I can be very spontaneous to a point everyone will call me crazy, but still it revolves around patterns. Patterns that I follow, patterns that are embedded deep within my identiy this is me, but I often see myself similar to other people following the same patterns in life.
The most beautiful things on earth moves in a pattern, in harmony with every other patterns around it.
