stupid things i did today

- formated my laptop for some silly reason that my usb mouse wasnt detecting (turns out i placed the usb reciever the other way around)

- installed bitdefender without reading the installation instruction (now i need to re-install it to make it work properly) hihihihi

- deleted some random game in the hopes Photoshop would work (turns out, some temp data for cs3 got corrupted  and need to delete that, also some random fonts which is causing it to crash)

- cleaned out some image with a very inifficient techque in photoshop  after getting it to work finally! (when i could have use the magic eraser tool) duh

need to play starcraft, to make me more ‘smarter’

ill never go hungry again

for the pass 2 days I’ve been spending my time eating my way through the supplies inside the ref. I’ll be going home next week!!!, and i don’t want to waste good food, for them to throw away. so far, I’ve ate all the bread, ham, eggs and some cheese, bacons, sausages and some gummi bears(still got two pieces i can’t finish it. my teeth hurts!!!) still got some Doritos. I have got a long way to go; if my calculation is correct i’ll be able to devour them all on or before Thursday night… i haven’t eaten all the ready mix pan cakes though.. i wanna eat them soon too. hahahahha. i just bought some sprite, noodles, pringles and some banannas.. just in case i get short of my 7 days glottonious feast. nom nom nom.

i hope when i get home i’d gain some pounds so i can show my mom, that  i’ve been eating well, and not all skinny. har har har. ^^. the morale of the story here, is  its nice to eat someone’s food and spend someone’s money for fooood.

hyper active mind

I hear my mind laughing again………. from a stressful day at work i returned to the appartment hungry… unwilling to move i lay down on my bed hoping for sleep. a switch turned and i feel the rush of spontanious idea rushing through my brain. My mind speaks in an uncontrollable fashion, making me laugh unconsciously, I turned on my true friend which is sitting on the table dead. with cold hands, and hyper active mind i typed in some random words on firefox… next time I know I’m at reddit reading through.. lol

D90 nightmare

I bought a nikon D90 I feel so happy cause now I can crash 1 item on my wishlist, I went back to the philippines, and show it to my friend, who is more into this type of things… then He told me this shit is broken… I look at it and it was indeed broken! how could I have not notice it? so I said its ok.. i got a reciept and I can still avail for the warranty… Im about to go to the Nikon service center when I realize I left my reciept back at the appartment in Scottsdale waaaaaaaaa…. wtf is wrong with the world? I feel so sad.

Then i woke up asking myself where the hell am I?, and thought I havent even brought the Item yet!, in fact its not even out… wtf Im in the appartment!!!… its a nightmare within a nightmare… but I think I can bare with this current nightmare of me having to staying here for another couple more days.. But I need to deside soon if I’d go get me some D90 when it comes out its gonna damage my wallet really bad lol huhuhuh

Useless

now I have 2 cellphones that doesnt/never rings….

it makes me feel more stupid! damn stupid phones!

sometimes…

whenever I’m watching a movie I get suck in to its world, specially a fantasy one. Its amazing to see the heroes get what they want and I feel a bit inspired,  I get this strange ‘hang over’  thinking, if I just believe I can do those stuff… like … teleport myself to a different world/dimention, save people, and make a difference…. if i could wish harder… it could happen like: get me out of traffic and put me in the office (not being late). If faith could really move mountains, then i would have already done it… many times

Then Every time, I come back to myself.. all I get is reality and a bit of frustration for the things that never happen, I feel a bit farther/disconnected from everyone. The feeling of helplessness, lingering behind my thoughts…. things doesn’t change for me, and they will never will. It’s unfair to think that life isn’t just a movie that has a happy ending and everybody gets what they want… lol

why do i do this?

why on earth do i set my alarm clock @ 6:00am but then wake up @ 7:00am?

I got cheated WTF!.

I was going to spend the remaining days dicking around before I actually start working on Monday, I was sure that today’s gonna be Friday. It was a little bit odd that my family went to the local department store… WTF! today is Friday i say, and the stores are close because its Good Friday.

So I was happily eating my late breakfast around 9:45, when I asked what day is today? Saturday they replied, I was like ohhh…. “WTF! WFT ZOMG LOL LOLz”.  I check every calendar, and its pointing to a saturday. Even my faithful computer said it was Saturday! argh. how come my mind keeps telling me it’s a Friday? I’ve tried to count the things I did this week. and it still computes to a friday! I got cheated i tell you, I lost one day between Wednesday and Thursday.

I think I just traveled through time! LOL.

A new challenge

I don’t feel like writing but i’m obligated to give updates to my visitors (the BOTS, and google web spider). I’m getting decent number of hits on my portfolio page with keywords “tantra bot”, I want to release the code but wordpress sux hard cuz it doesn’t allow moi to upload zip files. yah.

after 2months of dicking around and 1 month of being jobless (thx to the overly ambitious person out there), I’m gonna be reunited with c#. hopefully I wouldn’t be working for a person full of Bullshit again. (yesh i think your full of BS if your reading this! and i don’t care lol).

I hope I don’t fuck up with my new company lol, cuz i need to save money so i can afford some of my dreams lol. a lot of growing up needs to be done on the way tooo.

ohhh yeah i’ve actually think that i have made a good combination of BS and a powerful resume to land me a job. I think its effective cuz i got accepted on my last 5 interviews. so i’m gonna be updating my other blog really soon.

3:35am

Ahhh its one of those days where you just wake up and cant sleep anymore. last time i had this was back in college (crap im reminiscing again) gotta find a way to sleep again.

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